chapters in my life...

assalamualaikum and good day...
today i would like to tell you about the chapters in my life...

Chapter 1
well not like ordinary kids i live and grown up in the village where there is not much children there.most of them are elders.so i feel a bit lonely and just having my bro and sis as my friend.well that time i kinda being a shy girl.huhuhuhu

Chapter 2
just entering the kindergarten.not much talker.really shy person although i manage to find a few friends there.a little bit worrying kids.i remember that one time im waiting for my dad to pick me up from the kindergarten.but he is too late and the evening i got function. a graduation day for the kindergarten.so im worried sick then i cry.finally my sis got embarrassed because the teacher took me to her class.hihihihi,then when im in standard five i finally have a crush towards someone.huhuhuhu.but it just admiring him.he just came to our school.he's in the different class with me.but who care.then when im standard six,my friend just being naughty tell all the class about me and him that finally in my life im burst into mad.serve them right.not all the thing we can take it for granted.well in my standard six i finally manage to get something.being awarded as the best student in subject 'kajian tempatan' (this subject is the combination of history and geography in Malaysia) and best student in cocuriculum which i became the chairman of Malay club.and finally i got straight A's for my UPSR.but that also the time i learn that some people cannot be accepted as a friend because she/he only friend that just find me because they in trouble and when im in trouble they just throw me away.got a back stabber that time.fuh, i learn something.

Chapter 3
starting a new life as a secondary school student.well 1st time i live in dormitory.i cannot stand live there because there is a senior that being hated by us the junior same dormitory with me she kinda bossy and think she the great.well she was same age with me but her personality like she was years older than me.so sick of her.then i apply to live in my house and want to out from the hostel.well my warden asked me about that.now i know that i cannot satisfy all people.and there is a person who talk about the other person when she is praying.that what happen to me.stupid person is she really dont want me to focus in my praying???huhuhuhu that kind of person exist in this world.well finally i manage to get out from the hostel.my mum talk to the senior about her atitude when i talk about it to my mum.from what i hear, she cry after my mum talk to her.huhuhuhuhu.

Chapter 4
finally i manage to study well after im getting out from the hostel.but a new chapter come.our class change from all gurls to have some boys.well i dont really care about that.my form1 was i finally fall for somebody.he is my senior.4 years older than me.i dont know why i fall for him.really crazy that time.

Chapter 5
changing my style.became okay with my boy-friends.well no more shy2 gurl.but still i didnt had that confident when im with my teacher.work really hard to became someone else.apply for librarians and got that post in my form3.and also became a commitee for my class which had won the cleanest class for several times and became most outstanding class during the merdeka time.but mostly study and playing and became socialize with other people in other classes.and also someone confess with me.but i really didnt ready for that.its too early.

Chapter 6
well finally im in the higher level of school.start to think about my future more than anything else.well many thing happen during this time.teacher got mad with us (means my class that time) ,start to be friendly to others,became the treasurer for my class and also start to find talent in myself.won the essay writing competition in 'week of Bahasa' and enter the public speaking contest and also enter the debat team.well my SPM result not as much as i wanted to but it still okay and give me a way to became what i want in future.

Chapter 7
a little bit frustrated because im enter the matriculation in physical science not the biological science.my ambition is to be a zoologist that time.well i took it maybe there's something hidden besides that.im meeting a new friends and happy to be with them.1st time in my life having a class which more guys than gurlz.live is hard for me too.need to study just for one year to make.but it still okay.my result is not bad for both semester.but had t think what i wanted to be in the future.that time im starting to have confident when talking in front of others.well when i saw the universities and course. there were two course caught my eyes.1st was aeroangkasa in USM,Penang (study of astronaut) and second was my bro university UMP course chemical engineering biotechnology.so i apply both course as number 1 and 2.other i just took chemical industry,forensics and nuclear technology.

Chapter 8

well finally i got an offer to study in UMP in course chemical engineering biotechnology.here i decide to try to be an active sudent.allow myself to do the presentation alone when nobody doesnt want to.try to enter other thing such as went for a MPP secretariat interview,involved in many activities held by the universities.but i tried hard to ensure all the thing went smooth.and i pass the interview for secretariat.then, i went for interview facilitator for orientation days.well i pass that too.but being a facilitator for that day was hard.tired.but it was a new experience for me. im also not feel shy with the lecturer.being open to lecturer.finally i managed to throw some of my shyness.and also the time i confess to someone.but i finally realize it is not worthy.huhuhuhuhu

Chapter 9
well this is the latest chapter for my life.im trying for MPP election and CHEST election.well im quite confident in giving speech to the others because im used to doing manifesto in front of all this people. okay my new chapter just begins.who know when the new chapter will be added to my life.

a new quote :-
i will not change for someone but i will change for myself and for my Creator because i know love from the Creator never faded and everlasting than human love.